babasónicos “suficiente”

dir. Pantera

[lyrics translated]

it’s been a while,
since i lost a part of myself, 
that i considered was for me,
by right, because of the fight i put it in for it. 
but it seems i was wrong, 
that’s not the way it goes,
i could carry on with this lie,
lie to anyone, but not to myself.
my last 5 years have been a total disaster,
falling, 
getting back up,
feeling unmade, 
and broken at the same time.

not sure if this happens to everyone,
but for sure it's happening to me. 

my last three years have been a total disaster,
to talk, 
to hear,
with faked attention,
to be there, but numb.
a bucket of coffee, tears and slaps.
(to silence the one that talks inside me)
to change the radio,
and still find myself there,
inconsolable and lost at the same time. 

not sure if this happens to everyone,
but for sure it's happening to me.